deathsweater

im sick, im spanish and im silly.

i can now almost speak spanish without any problems.
as of today there are only 34 days left in Ecuador.
see you all soon!
p.s. im back on the 10th of June
i also have a very bad head cold.

so what to say.

i havent been here for so long, ive almost forgotten how to post. haha. like i could forget.
so im in ecuador right about now. ive been here for about 60 days. its pretty sweet. 40 left to go.
ive seen:
-hot springs
-volcanos
-mountians
-the middle of the world
-the coast
-blue footed boobies (they are birds)
-people gut fish right in front of me
-dogs in gangs fight other dog gangs


it is very different here and very wonderful.
my host family consists of parents, a grandmother and two younger brothers. i love them very much.
i dont knwo what else to say.
except i miss canada

i was surrounded by a language
in which i could say oly hello
and thank you very much
but you spoke so i could understand

and i drew a treasure map on your hand

.ani.

crystal ball will show me how
to slow down, sleep, and chinese bow

my mind is racing, my heart is beating
i wish my fingers and yours to be meeting

im sore not stiff, and still swelling
and wanting to relive the words you used to tell me

eyes and diamonds
straw and skin

to you and only you, do i give in.

goodbye birthday.
hello party.

i am now exactally 18 years 5 hours and 6 minutes old.
my childhood is over... but. at least i can vote.

today's a snow day!

time to sleep
and sew
and think

get my shit back together.
i hope you're happy. i really do. only because im like that. i want everyone to be happy.

except maybe her....



BUT. i have a date tonight. not a date in the romantic sense, with a certain someone.
but more of a fun night out with a certain someone. i wish i could call it a date.

<3

opening night tomorrow...or tonight more like it.
4 00 creeps up fast

tired, yet excited.

its been a tough couple of days. 4 hours of sleep a night.
musical is closing in.

this musical was very very challanging design wise.

and also people wise.

or maybe its just me.

it would be nice if people would stop second guessing me. im the decision maker. im the costume designer. i make the fucking decisions. when i have decided..its not a maybe.

if i ask for your opinion i want it. if i ask for your help, i want it. otherwise fuck off.

or you could make me more work to do. that would be nice too

 

fuckers.

 

cant wait until saturday.

fucking seussical.

 

 

p.s. if anyone wants to come, tickets can be purchased at the door at Huron Heights Secondary School. they are 10 for students and seniors and 12 for adults. [wed 30th-saturday 3rd. 8 pm all nights plus 2 pm on saturday also]

its Seussical the Musical.

might not be too bad....

 "To be a vegetarian is to disagree...with the course of things today. Starvation, world hunger, cruelty,     waste, war-- we must make a statement against these things. Vegetarianism is my statement.

                                                     And i think it's a strong one."

 

-Chef/restauranteur Alice Waters

p.s. friends only

ask me to add you.

hey its carly.
this is my new lj
yay